Monday, December 27, 2010

From family guy - "You know Connie, I think I know why you're such a bitch. You're popular becasue you developed early and started putting out when you were 12, but now you can't stand to look at yourself in the mirror because all you see is a whore, so you pick on Meg to avoid the horrible realization that once your body's used up by age 19, you're going to be a worn out chalky-skinned burlap sack that even your step dad won't want."

POEMS: In backwards order... because it's easier.
"Good morning baby. I promise you today will be amazing. Good things will come your way, and it will all start early in the day. Refreshed and happy, your head will rise, staring down a new day will be your blue eyes. I also promise things will get even better in the afternoon. Always remember that good things will come soon. And if you believe in somjething, it will come true. So prepare yourself for an important day, it will be great. It will be, I promise. Nothing will be too late. So good morning my love of loves. Good morning, I can't wait to hear you smile <3. " December 27, 2010

"Good morning baby. I know i always start that way, but that's what you are, my baby girl at afar. Any given night I may be scared, that night is not this one, I feel quite prepared. I feel more ready and excited than I've ever been at all. I feel like it's almost summer, leaving behind the winter and fall. You, my girl, are a most unique being. And so far so good that seeing is believing. No one else can see the world like you can and do. No one else has wings as beautiful as you. A world without your light is the darkest that can be convieved but now more than ever, I know you believe. That you are amazing and are the creation of my wildest dreams. I lucked out in finding you so early it seems. I saw those blue eyes for months and looked so far and wide. You were standing at a door, on just the other side. Belive in yourself the way I believe in you. Belive in happiness and you'll find your way through. Take a moment to look at yourself in the mirror, say out loud "I am beautiful, I am strong and I am loved truely" I'd love to hear you say you've said that for yourself even more than for me. Say hello to a new and magical day. If I were laying next to you "I love you" is what I would say. <3"

-Devember 26th, 2010

"Good mroning, Merry Christmas, wipe yesterday's troubles from your sleepy eyes. Today, you should find it no surprise, that I love you and wish you were here. I want to make myself quite clear. I will always be here. Though thick and thin. I think if I proved myself at least some. That aside, today will be fun. Family can be a pain in the ass, but the gathering therein should be a blast. I'm glad my story helped you sleep. Next time you ask, I'll know what you mean. you, my girl, live with the stars and the fireflies, they're yours. So as you wake and remember how you fell asleep, in your mind, I bid you one word to keep:love. Now have an amazing christmas morning. I love you <3"
-December 25th, 2010

"Good morning. Merry christmas? I don't know if today is really "christmas" or not. Whatev. Anyhow, again, good morning, I miss that pair of bright blue eyes. Brighter than the sun and the moon combined. You are growing and I hoope you see it all around. Look at all the love we've found. Even after everything and everywhere we've gone, I know that it won't be long. Before you feel like you're walking on solid ground. I miss you more than the universe is round. You can do it, I'm right behind you all the way. I'm here tomorrow, forever and every day. I miss hearing you curl up and sigh on my chest. I miss seeing you say you like me the best. There's so much to see and so much to share. Just remember your wings every time life feels unfait. Together we stand. Together we'll draw hearts in the sand. Once more good morning. And for the first time since you shut your eyes, you'll hear "I love you" and you'll hear my voice as you read that, just so you know that it's true. <3"

-December 24th, 2010

"Good morning, my beautiful, amazing, strong and loving girl. This may be just me but what I've noticed is that the exercise may not be about life without me but living with yourself. And indeed, you're already doing a great job achieving that. You've taught me so much and it makes me uncontrolablly happy to see you becoming happier. I can hear your smile on the phone and your laugh makes me feel all tingly. When you laugh at something funny I say, it's like a gold star on an exam. It's just the most rewarding sound in the world. I love feeling appreciated by you and I feel that way more and more, especially now that you've found new drive and motivation. I love you so much. Only good things are ahead. That wasn't much of a poem... Let's see here...Good morning, baby. You drive me crazy. Thinking of your smile alone makes everything feel like home. I keep a picture of you always on my phone. When I need to smile I look at you, beautiful, on your way to sleep. That little moment is something I love to keep. I imagine your soft breath next to me in bed. I'd turn to look and see your resting head. You are beautiful no matter what it is you're doing, even on the verge of the nightmares that are something brewing. But I've been there to save oyu from those bad dreams. Just in time it always seems. As you wake up and charege into another day, remember that I'm always there in some way. I love you, good luck today. <3"
-Decemeber 23rd, 2010

"Good morning, today is a big day. You are getting happier. I hope that's the way it will stay. You got me here, you were there, when I needed you most. You held my hand softly, continuing my hope. I found my true self in this magical, stressful time .It fills my heart with love knowing that in the end you'll be mine. You'll be my love, my rest, my peace, and my valentine. you'll be the blue eyee I need and the shoulder I rest on while you rest on mine. I will do anything for you, andything your heart may design. Anything you can imagine from deep sighing that will make you happy and smile. I know I'd say I'd walk it but this time I think I"ll fly a thougsand miles. So rise and shine, you're going to do great today. Keep a smile on your face even when rings feel hard. It will make it easier, I promise. I love you, miss you and wish you a full and happy day. <3"
-Decemeber 22nd, 2010

"Good morning. I have so much to say but it can always wait another day. And I will wait, and wait with strength. I will survive and endure the length, of this trial, this test, this emotional melee. I know though, that soon will come the day. I will be kept warm by you and your arms. I will no longer fear any harm. I will seize this day, this life, this opportunity. It will be hard but I know that somewhere out there in that darkness, you're in front of me. I've never missed you more than I do right here. My love for you has become quite clear. And I will not despair, while you go repair, the brokeness you feel. I will have time to heal. I'll miss the sound of your voice, but I know you've made your choice, that soon, after whatever time you need and desire, that in the end, in my arms you will retire. I love you so much and I miss you already. I know you need to do this and I trust you and am behind you through every moment."

-December 21st, 2010

"Good morning, my girl, good morning and break a leg. If you have a single dout, get it out of your head. Things are going to get better all the time and every day. In the future we'll be able to say: "do you remember when things were all wrong?" and I'll say, "no all I know is that everything is great now listen to this song." It's the future I think about these days, no longer just living in the here and now. It took me a long time to feel like I had a future and I know how: you. You made me realize that I have a goal. You made me realize that I wasnt a home. That I want happiness and success and love and all the rest. So as you shake the sleep from your head and eyes, I hope that at this moment you realize... That you have a beautiful future, all you need to do is want it and it will manifest. You, my girl will always be the best. We may fall down. You ask why. So we can learn to pick ourselves up. And you're in luck. You get to do everything right this round. Look at yourself, think of me and enjoy all the love we've found. You are all that I need, and look at all the love we've found."
-December 20th, 2010

"Good morning. I love you. I do. I didn't have the best day, that's true. I'm counting on you to make it beter and all well. I trust you, you've been honest, I can tell. Just don't hurt me anymore. It's making me whole everything sore. But rise and shine. You have another chance this time. If you want something badly enough, you will get it, I know. So much work I've done and indeed so much for it to show. Put your heart and soul into this and it will all turn out great. DO it for us or at least for me before it's soo late. Good morning again, no doubt emotions are overwhelming me as I write. But even as it hurts, I'm keeping my goals in sight. I need you now more than ever before in my entire existence, past lives and all. I stumble today, I don't want to fall. So comfort me, love me and be truthful and it will all fall into place. I can't wait to see you and the smile on your face. Remember, I really need you, my lover, my Cait, my one. I'll always stick with you, even after this is all done. I want so many thing, but if we're fragile, let's get the basics down. Do what I do: let all the love out of your heart, break all the doors down. Let it flood your heart, your body, and mind. Joining me in theat, I believe you will find: your way, becasue I could have left today. I didn't, because instead of getting angry, or in a rage, I started by opening just one page... of a book I keep in my heart. This book geoes over everything from the start. We are meant to be, and every obstacle has been broken down. From the first time I met the most beautiful you, standing there with a grown. I looked around every corner, and like that park here, I kept coming back. Even before our first date, I felt like you were just coming back... to me. Like I had known you and you went for a vacation a while. I chased you down and the next time I saw you, you had a smile. I want that smile on your beautiful face back. You are the only thing in my life that right now I lack. I want you back. So bad. I'm not mad. Not mad at you and you shouldn't be either. You've been given a second chance. Don't let me down, because you and I are going to take over the world together. You and I forever.
It's up to you baby. I realized tonight that the easiest decisions are not always the right ones. and I choose you. I just hope you choose me too. Sorry that was long but I needed to say it all. I can't wait until you call. I love you Caity, I love you, good morning."
-Decemmber 19th, 2010

"Good morning, it's alright that you haven't yet said goodnight. I trust you and I trust what you'll do. I know you by now and I know you'll treat me right. Right now, you treated me to a good night. Not by your actions alone, but the actions unknown. I know you're safe and happy and thats what matters most. I know you're with friends, so raise a toast. To you and I, and how we'll never say goodbye. Because together we trust and in each other have faith. It's not how we do but often how we do not behave. I know you'll think of me with everything you see. So good morning again, I can't wait to hear your voice again."

-December 11th, 2010

"Good morning my lovely. Nothing excites me more everyyday than knowing that I"m on my way. I miss you so much. I miss your blue eyes and I miss your soft thighs. I'm so glad I have you in my life and in my heart. Being without you would tear my world apart. I can't wait to see the look on your face when I see you for the first time in months. I just... Can't wait it's going to be one of the best days ever. Good morning, my one true love. I can't wait to hear you say that you love me and are proud of me. I can't wait for you to give me more words of encouragement. It's all happening. I'll be there soon <3"
-December 10th, 2010

"Good morning baby. Mark off one more day. The plans have already been made. Since I've known you, my life has never been the same. You helped drive me to this road. I know right now it's morning and cold. But I'll be there to keep you warm before it's too late. Mark your calendar for that date. This is not a rising vibe or apogee. This is the right path, it's perfect for me. You're perfect for me. So good morning, my girl, my love, my one. Today will be bright, productive and fun. <3"
-Decemeber 9th, 2010

"My greatest inspiration of all is knowing you won't let me fall. With all the love and trust and all the faith and lust, you are all I'll ever want and all I'll ever need. Miles apart, I can still hear your heart. I can hear your soft breaths sometimes as I fall asleep. I can feel your warmth sometimes next to me. All these things I want to keep. I'd save the whole world if it meant you'd be with me. Good morning, baby such great days we've had and so many more to look forward to. I love you. I love your eyes. I love your smile. I love your laugh. I love how much you love me. <3"
-December 8th, 2010

"I can barely believe my eyes as I close them every night because those fireflies light up the skies while you're fast asleep. I send them all your way hoping they'll make your day.Even though I'm so far away, you light my way and I can see the path that lies ahead. So good morning again, as you get out of bed, remember how much I miss you. I love you, baby. It's going to be a great day. <3"
-December 7th, 2010

"Rise and shine, this moment stuck in time. A time when you realize... it's all for you. For me, quite a few, but for I want to see world when for me I'd settle for Asia and northern Europe. I'm going to take this world by the balls. Take us to New York (for fun this time). India and Niagara Falls. I'll show you downtown boulder, buy you something from every store. I'll take you to Hawaii and take back something from the shore. A grain of sand. One in each hand. To symbolize how impossible but serendipodus it was, that out of everyone on this land, It'd be us together at last. Call it destiny, fate or intervention from the devine, but one way, those blue eyes had to be mine. I looked around every corner, like I was told. I saw many faces but yours took hold. I needed a close look at those eyes. You stood in front of me after all my tries. There they were, smiling from your soul. Right then, I did know. And I knew and I knew and I knew. That I would grow with you. I felt what Jake had told me the first time we made love. He said that if she's the one, it will feel like the earth meeting up with the heavens above. After that, I knew my path had been sex and I was pretty sure I was prepared to ride the wave. Master it, see how it might behave. I grew to love the tide almost as much as I love what's inside. Inside you. In that beautiful, fragile, loving heart. That's where I'm going next. I feel strong enough now after all the recent events. I need to see that part of you again. It's place that no one else can go. Now, this next statement may show... How I can be posessive and jealous sometimes. But that place, your heart, if mine. Others may get your company and at worst your affections. But that heart, the center of you, your guiding force. I lay claim. And for you, mind. Just the same. My heart is yours, it would be quiet and empty without you in it. I trust you to handle it with care. Just calm me down whenever I get scared. I love you just imagine me saying it in your head when I'm not there to say it myself. Bear in mind, however how much calm or calamity can come with a few wrong words form the mouth. My mouth right now says: I love you, good morning."
-December 6th, 2010

"I hate to have you sleep with tears in your eyes. At this moment, good morning. I hope you realize: that you are home, safe and sound and I love you more times than the world has gone round. The sound of your voice makes my mind and body feel warm and still. My heart, with your love, you always fill. Rise today and feel a new strength and determination. I see a little more work ahead but then, it will feel like vacation. So good morning again, my love for all time and always. These are just the preperations for soon to come better days."
-December 5th, 2010

"Good morning, baby, you are going to have a great day. That's if I have anything to say. I'd steal the sun to keep you warm, I'd borrow the heavens if it'd make you smile. I've been without you for a long while. It makes me act a little stupid sometimes, but it's only because I miss your smiles. And your laugh and hugs and kisses and deep, content sighs. I'll be there as soon as I can, maybe fly the friendly skies. Good morning, baby, I love you. You are going to have a great day."
-November 30th, 2010

"I woke up to you not there but I remember.As I woke I heard this osng in my head. I remember:

I know how you feel.
I'm feeling it too.
I hold my heart, I dream of you.
I see your face,
I feel it, too.
Searching skies.
I need you.
I miss you.

Take this and hold
my love for you.
In separate times we think as two.
In paradise I'll drown in you.
Still searching skies.
I need you.
I want you.

I love you, love you.
I love only you.... love you."
-November 29th, 2010

"If I had a dime for every time I thought "I love you cait" I'd have enough to buy us a house where we both could live. I hope you know i have so much love to give. More and more all the time. I've got direction now, and you're still mine. What more could a boy ask? I've got plans, and with your love, I'm up to the task. Good morning baby, It's gonna be a good one <3"
-December 28th, 2010

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